Why Riot?

   Yesterday, April 27th 2015, the city of Baltimore exploded as riots consumed parts of Charm City. I watched a lot of it unfold online through various sites, but mostly through Google+ and Twitter. On Twitter there are a lot of posts like the following:

Lets protest for justice!!!!! HOW!? By smashing the windows of all the shops on the road.. Wait Wut!? #BaltimoreRiots
— Tom Syndicate (@ProSyndicate) April 28, 2015

Nothing sways public opinion quite like assaulting bystanders, media & police, looting & destruction of property #BaltimoreRiots #Baltimore
— Aaron Robinow (@aaronrobinow) April 26, 2015

Rioters mind set: Lets destroy and burn our city! Because when this is all over we can enjoy being left with nothing!.. #BaltimoreRiots
— Tom Syndicate (@ProSyndicate) April 28, 2015

"I'll just throw this chair through a sports bar and social justice will be restored." #BaltimoreRiots pic.twitter.com/pGCxqe8ZoW
— ShitWhitePeopleRuin (@PeopleRuin) April 28, 2015

Yes, because burning and looting your own neighborhood is always the most reasonable way of getting your point across. #BaltimoreRiots
— Future First Lady (@Future1stLady1) April 28, 2015

Prove you aren't a criminal by acting like a criminal. Logic. #BaltimoreRiots
— Dani Butcher (@RepublicanSass) April 27, 2015

Burn down your neighborhood and steal from local businesses to promote justice. Makes sense, right? #BaltimoreRiots
— Dani Butcher (@RepublicanSass) April 27, 2015

  That last woman is so dense I had to post two of hers. And this is just a small sample. If you search #BaltimoreRiots there are tons of tweets saying essentially the same thing. They point out the stupidity and senselessness of it all or simply ask why. Obviously this is a question a lot of white people seem to be asking. I'm hoping I can explain it.
  The problem seems to be that people are confusing a peaceful protest with a riot. They are not the same but in this case they are related.
  In a peaceful protest, a bunch of people with a common grievance get together and decide to take their cause to the streets. This usually involves organized marches, media outreach, chanting, and signs describing the problem you want solved. The key factor in all of this is organization. It's all planned, it's all organized and it all has a common goal.
  Yesterday started out as protests. However, at some pointed it turned into riots. A riot is violent, undirected, lacks little to no leadership, and has two goals. Destruction and release. Riots do not get planned, no one sits around and says "Hey, lets solve our problem by destroying our own community".
  Riots are not rational, they are emotional. Riots occur when a group of people become so disenfranchised that they simply do not care who or what they damage anymore. They don't feel they have any power or control over their situation. The only goal is to vent anger and frustration.
  In this particular situation, a man died in police custody, and virtually no explanation has been giving as to how or why he died. This isn't the first time. It's been happening quite a lot lately, so much so, that the black community feels it's intentional. There have been protests about it, there have been discussions about it, and yet here we are and it's happening again. And each time it happens, the police, for the most part, get away with it.
  Because it has continued to happen and there seem to be little consequences, there is a growing number of people who don't feel that peaceful avenues are working. They've tried communicating, protesting, and even litigation. None have succeeded. When a person has no civilized options left, lawlessness becomes the only option. They are frustrated and they're angry. Really angry. They're not thinking about this rationally. They don't care what they smash, smashing anything within reach is the point. Why? Because it emotionally vents the negative feelings that have been bottling up. Riots are not thought out solutions, they're reactions on a cultural scale.
  If it sounds like I'm defending the rioters, I'm not. Rioting is foolish, it accomplishes nothing, and nine times out of ten, it hurts the people rioting more than anyone else. However, I can completely understand why this is happening. They don't feel they have any other options and they don't care if it makes sense. They're reacting out of rage and anger. They don't care how it makes them look online, or in the media. You don't have to condone it, to understand it. If we can understand it, hopefully we can come up with solutions so that it doesn't happen again.

Bloodborne

"And so the Hunt begins again."

  The hunt began last week, and ever since then it has consumed me. All I think about is Bloodborne. I knew this game was gonna be good when I saw the previews last year. But it's nothing like I thought it would be. I expected a fun, dark, button mashing, action rpg, like Diablo. What I got was a reminder of how things used to be and just how difficult video games can be.
  I've been gaming since the early 80's and things have changed drastically since those days. Games are still tons of fun but they've gotten easy as time marches on. Checkpoints, ingame clues, selectable difficulty, are all huge these days. Not in this game. This game revels in frustration and anger. It feeds off your desire to throw the controller through the tv in absolute rage. It is fantastic.
  If you're like me, you never played a souls game. They are apparently notorious for their difficulty level. I had no idea this was the case, so I fired up the game, created my character, watched a very short cut scene, went into the next room, and died. At first I was annoyed. Then I realized that I was supposed to die here. Ok, no big deal. Two minutes later I died, again. This pattern repeated itself for two days. Yes you read that right, two days of getting my ass completely handed to me. And yet, I couldn't stop playing. Every time I died I was just a little further in the game than the previous death. Just enough progress to keep me going. The story is awesome but it's not in your face about it. Again, they give you just enough to keep you going.
  Finally, after two days, I defeated the first boss. The feeling of accomplishment and pride in finally progressing was incredible. I almost stood up and did a little dance. But that's really the part no one seems to mention. Yes the game is hard. Really hard, Mind numbingly hard. But because of the difficulty you really feel like you've done something awesome. Contrast that with a game like GTA V and you'll know what I mean. GTA is a great game, one of my personal favorites in fact, but it's not even remotely difficult. When you finish the story line it feels more like you watched a movie than played a game. Bloodborne is the complete opposite of that. Every victory in the game feels like you actually achieved something. You fought through adversity and triumphed!

 
  But Bloodborne isn't just a one trick pony. In addition to the difficulty, the game is also gorgeous. The setting and scenery are some of the best I've ever seen. It does a great job capturing the classic feel of the victorian gothic motif. The levels are huge and a ton of fun to explore. I'm still going back to previous levels and making sure I didn't miss anything. The story line is interesting but it's kinda sparse. You get bits and pieces through dialog, a few cut scenes, and scenery, but it doesn't hand feed you the plot. This works in Bloodborne's favor though because it adds to the mystery of the locations and people in the game. I haven't beaten it yet, so I'm sure more will come to light.
  The game does have a few downsides, nothing in this world is perfect. The biggest problem in the game are the load times. Every time you die, or go to your safe area, you will be sitting there waiting and staring at the Bloodborne logo screen. It's at least 30 seconds long each time and it never changes. Always the same screen. They really should have used this time to showcase some art, offer tips, etc. Load times are being worked on for the next patch but until then, it sucks. Another problem I have with the game is a bit nit picky. When you kill someone, if they've started saying something, they finish saying it even though they're dead. It's silly, but it pulls you out of the zone when it happens. Another issue is the camera. Frequently during big fights something will be blocking my view, My head, a tree branch, a giant mutated limb, that sorta thing. It could have been done better.
  The only games I can compare Bloodborne to are both pretty old. It's got the horror thing going strong, and it can scare the hell out of you, just like the original Resident Evil on the first Playstation. Staying in that time space, it's incredibly difficult but rewarding, like Kings Field. You will cheer every time you reach a checkpoint. And as weird as it seems, it also reminds me of Dwarf Fortress. The games are not even remotely similar but the motto of Dwarf Fortress players has always been, "Losing is fun!", and in Bloodborne it really helps to keep that in mind.
  Overall, I love this game. It's already become a classic to me. I'll probably be playing this game for a long time. I would absolutely recommend people buy it. Just be prepared and be patient. You will die, over and over, but you will get better.

"Long ago, Old Yharnam was overrun by the Plague of Beasts and left to rot in decay and now the only voices heard there are the howls of Beasts."